The moment when I saw you once again at Town Hall station

xblues

The moment when I saw you once again at Town Hall station


18 June 2009


I have to work hard... to get a better life.
My friend said it's a way of Chinese thinking... money is not everything. In my defense is:

I want the life that I can be in control of it.
I wished to have a job over a boyfriend when I first arrived in Sydney.

Well, I think a job is something that I can work on it.
I am sure if I work hard, I can get one, and I can get hold on to it... to improve my life quality.
On the other hand, I have no control of a relationship with another human being.

My theory is simple: if I get more money, then I can spend more money on every thing,
such as on cloth, on drinks in the bars, giving free drinks to the boys i like in the bar,
invite the cute boys for dinner, and stuff.

Sounds like a plan, 
but maybe love is not a plan 
Sad, isn't it?

Not, love definitely isn't a plan, and planing for getting love, it never worked for me.

So... just live life... and if love happens ... it does, if it doesn't... I don't know... 


I met a boy once back in a few months ago... actually it was my first month in Sydney.
Then I saw him once again, unexpected, at Town Hall station....

He didn't even recognize me at the very beginning...
He was talking to a girl,
I wasn't sure whether I should, or should not approach him
Just looking at him as I was watching something I have been longing for,
Till that girl left, then he turned around and seems remembered
Our conversation was short and cut off by the arrival of his train.

But I knew from that moment when I saw him, my heart was melt away.
I became speechless and my heart was fallen, kept falling....

I told him once again, how cute he was.
Tried to let myself easy and pushed him a bit, said let's catch up sometimes.
Then his train came, and my train came after a few minutes after his.

He left me with his smiles full and all over my mind.

It's just life. It sounds so similar to all the other of my experiences before.
But it just kept happening in the same way over and over again.


Same experiences, ...with variations.

                               
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stellahie

是你写的吗？

xblues

  和朋友的聊天记录，整理了一下格式。

stellahie

原来如此。为什么要 ？

xblues

  Because it's a sad story.

stellahie

You are right. You can't buy happiness or love.

最怕的是，擦肩而过而互不认识吧。你很容易把心放在别人身上哦？

xblues

I am quite selective, but sometimes, I do see someone I could fall in love with.

stellahie

Do you believe in love at first sight?

xblues

Yes I do, also believe other kind of situations.

stellahie

Me too. I know I will regret it, but I still choose to believe it.

三岔路口的猪

占个位先，慢慢看。

xblues

三岔路口的猪

虫虫心情不好？看的蛮伤感的，不过记忆种的东西，似乎都是美好的，但再仔细想想，原来是我们把不好的东西在无意识间给过滤掉了。一见钟情VS日久生情，各有所长，但貌似后者来得更长久一些，至少我认为是这样。

三岔路口的猪

但同志中的爱情，似乎日久生情的不多，至少在国内我感觉是这个样子的。