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In the end she died.
And it was because of him.
They got into a messy argument and she didn't watch the road.
They said her blood type was the rare rh negative A one.
And he was the closest they could find to help.
But that still didn't work.
I went to her funeral like everyone else at school.
And I brought a lemon tree branch, still blossoming.
I thought she might liked them as well, because she often drank lemon tea.
"Sorry. I hope you are happy where you are now. You can rip."
I almost whispered.
I wasn't the nicest person to her and she didn't like me that much anyway.
And he was right in front of my house with a gloomy face.
I decided to walk past him.
But he pulled me into a tight hug.
And he was sobbing.
As expected.
"I never knew the meaning behind those lemons, and I never understood when you gave them to me, nor when she gave them to me. And it was all my fault she died!"
"It's all too late now."
Maybe that came out too cold.
Long silence.
"Ggo out with me, just for once, will you?"
"Yeah, and let you treat me just like a trash can because I still like you and you can just treat me however you want. Yeah, sure."
"I'm sorry, I really am."
It came out as a whisper.
Even if that meant I'd have to go through pain and possibly get hurt by and because of him.
And see how he suffers from time to time of that daunting memory.
But I thought I'd just be there for him, and with him.
And make a lemonade from the lemons life give me.
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This is how this ends.
2017/02/04
(他是大猪蹄子,她是傻猪蹄子) |